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ENDLESS

by VASDRESHN

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1.
SUNDOWNER 02:29
SUNDOWNER END OF DAY AND THE SUN GOES DOWN LIVIN‘ IT UP LIKE IN HOLLYWOOD, RODEO DRIVE AND GET REAL FAR, THE NIGHT IS CLOSE FAINT SILHOUETTE SHADOW OF UNBECOMING THE NIGHT, SHE COMES AND SHE HAS IT OUT FOR ALL OF US BEEN HERE BEFORE THE FEAR IS SO FAMILIAR THE NIGHT, SHE COMES AND SHE HAS IT OUT FOR ALL OF US PURE BEING IN PITCH BLACK COMING CLOSER AND CLOSER NIGHT HAS ARRIVED NOW END OF DAY AND THE SUN IS DOWN LIVIN‘ IT UP LIKE IN HOLLYWOOD, RODEO TIME TO GIVE IN NOW, THE NIGHT HAS COME NEMESIS COME THE LIGHT HAS ALL BUT GONE NOW THE NIGHT, SHE COMES AND SHE HAS IT OUT FOR ALL OF US DARKNESS PREVAILS, CANNOT ESCAPE MY SOUL IS HERS, I DIE TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY
2.
NIGHT vs SOUL CRAWLING SHE CREEPS IN, WON’T HEAR HER COMING CAN’T FEEL A THING, SHE SEES YOU FEARING HER EVERY MOVE KNOWING WHAT IS TO COME SHE CREEPS IN, WON’T HEAR HER COMING CAN’T FEEL A THING, SHE SEES YOU CRAWLING FEARING HER EVERY MOVE KNOWING WHAT IS TO COME AND STILL, IT’S ETERNAL HOPELESSNESS WISHING THE NIGHT AWAY THIS FIGHT NO ONE CAN WIN LEAVE ME OUT, I DON’T WANT BACK IN I’VE SEEN HER HORRORS AND I CANNOT FORGET FEARING HER EVERY MOVE KNOWING WHAT IS TO COME AND STILL, IT’S ETERNAL HOPELESSNESS WISHING THE NIGHT AWAY CAN’T FEEL A THING, SHE SEES YOU FEARING HER EVERY MOVE KNOWING WHAT IS TO COME AND STILL, IT’S ETERNAL HOPELESSNESS WISHING THE NIGHT AWAY
3.
TIDAL PASSENGER SOMETIMES I BARELY FEEL ALIVE SOMETIMES MY LIFE FEELS BARELY MINE SOMETIMES I KEEP IT ALL INSIDE LOCK EVERYTHING IN, KEEP EVERYONE OUT WITH THESE DEMONS HIDDEN INSIDE I’LL GO TO TRIAL TONIGHT WITH THESE DEMONS HIDDEN INSIDE I WILL TURN OUT THAT LIGHT AND GO TO TRIAL TONIGHT FATE HAS NO COMPASS, FEAR HAS NO DRIVER OR SO I THOUGHT FATE HAS NO COMPASS, FEAR HAS NO DRIVER HOW I WAS WRONG I KNOW YOU WANT TO HELP TRUST ME, I KNOW YOU DO - I WISH YOU COULD I SENSE YOUR EMPATHY BUT IF HURT IS ALL I FEEL, I DON’T FEEL LIKE SHARING IF MORNING NEVER COMES IT MEANS THE NIGHT HAS WON IF MORNING NEVER COMES SHE HAS WON TO THOSE I LOVE: REST ASSURED, I’LL NEVER LET GO NEVER GIVE UP
4.
ALTRUISTIC MISANTHROPE I SPEND ANOTHER NIGHT WITH THOUGHTS THAT REJECT ME SLOWLY FADING MEMORIES OF BETTER DAYS WHENEVER YOU MIGHT FEEL REJECTED THROUGH AND THROUGH REMEMBER MY OFFERING I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU GO YOUR OWN WAY, I’LL BE WITH YOU HOME IS WAITING HERE WHEN YOU RETURN ANOTHER DAY ALONE IN A WORLD THAT REJECTS ME IN THEIR CONFORMITY THEIR PRIDE IS SICKENING WHATEVER THEY MIGHT SAY, I’M NOT LISTENING SO, HERE’S MY OFFERING: STAY AWAY FROM ME FADING MEMORIES OF BETTER DAYS THEY TAUNT ME COMFORTABLY ALWAYS ONE STEP AWAY I SPEND ANOTHER NIGHT WITH THOUGTHS THAT REJECT ME THEY SAY THERE IS NO ONE GOOD ENOUGH TO BE ALONE GOOD ENOUGH TO BE ALONE IF IT ALL JUST MEANS NOTHING, I’LL CEASE TO EXIST
5.
DAWN 02:30
DAWN WELL, I CAN’T TELL IF THIS IS REAL OR MENTAL PROJECTION WHAT IF THESE VOICES IN MY HEAD ARE JUST A MIRROR OF MY SELF-CONFLICTED MIND AND WHAT IF NOTHING WILL REMAIN? STABLE CONSCIOUSNESS IS DISABLED BOW TO FORCED CHAOTIC REIGN A TRAIN OF THOUGHT DERAILED EMOTIONS FLATLINE, EYES IN STARE I SHALL REMAIN IN THIS STATE I’M DROWNING AND GASPING FOR AIR THE EVERCHANGING PROCESS LEADS TO A CATASTROPHE LET ME NOT SUCCUMB TO OPPRESSION DAWN SHALL BRING MY VICTORY IT’S TIME TO END THE CYCLE OF THIS TORMENT STOP THIS ENDLESS SUFFERING IT IS TIME TO TURN AROUND THE TABLES ALL HEALING STEMS FROM WITHIN OUR PATHS WILL CROSS ONCE MORE I DARE YOU TO CREEP UP ON ME AND ONE MORE THING, JUST TO BE CLEAR YOU WON’T BE THE DEATH OF ME SO, LET’S BE CLEAR THIS I SWEAR: YOU WON’T BE THE END OF ME
6.
INTO DUSK 04:32
INTO DUSK SHINE BRIGHT, TAKE THE DARK FROM ME A LOVE SONG – WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU MEAN MORE, YOU DON’T KNOW I NEVER TOLD YOU NOCTURNE, TAKE THE LIGHT FROM ME MY INNER DEMONS WILL SOON CATCH UP TO ME CANNOT RUN, CANNOT HIDE NO ESCAPE ERASE THE THOUGHT FROM MY MEMORY COLLAPSING BODY AND FRACTURED MIND I PLEDGE THIS WILL NEVER BE ME AGAIN HELLO OLD FRIEND, YOU’LL NEVER BREAK ME YOU CAN TRY ALL YOU WANT AND WE BOTH KNOW YOU WILL WE’VE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS BEFORE LOOKS LIKE THIS TIME WE’RE HEADED FOR THE ABYSS ONE STEP AWAY FROM NOTHINGNESS AND YET, I WANDER INTO DUSK NOCTURNE, TAKE THE LIGHT FROM ME MY INNER DEMONS HAVE ALMOST CAUGHT UP TO ME I WON’T RUN, I WON’T HIDE THIS ENDS RIGHT HERE AND NOW ERASE THE THOUGHT FROM MY MEMORY COLLAPSING BODY AND FRACTURED MIND I PLEDGE THIS WILL NEVER BE ME AGAIN HELLO OLD FRIEND, I’VE BEEN EXPECTING YOU ONE STEP AWAY FROM NOTHINGNESS AND YET, I WANDER INTO DUSK AS NIGHT SETS IN, I HEAR A SOUND

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I wrote the "ENDLESS" EP to reflect on and cope with my inner struggles caused by 25 years of living with mental illness. Years ago, I was diagnosed with an endogenic paranoid schizophrenia which was only recently accompanied by several months of depression. This is NOT a cry for help, nor can it be representative for a broader understanding of said illnesses. This is just my personal attempt at regaining control and strength after feeling lost at my darkest.

Thank you for listening.
Take care of yourself, take care of each other.
VASDRESHN

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released July 22, 2022

written, recorded and engineered by VASDRESHN

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